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everyone is here now time is wasting make yourself appear disappearing wastelands flight or flight you're just picking a fight put on the inside what's worn on the outside you were levitating or i was just dreaming in so many ways my eyes deceive me flight or flight we're all picking our sides take one for the team there's worse things than defeat we're all in we're all in we're all in this shit together we're all in we're all in we're all in this shit forever driving down the road with your windshield broken cracks in the asphalt and the sky broke open flight or flight the vessel capsized turning away no telling what you're turning into take me as i am take me one step further looking back now the whole world's deserted flight or flight making up your mind nothing is ever as hard as you make it
2.
a child of pestilence raised in gardens of salt the ghosts that take residence in your endless maze of a heart singing songs i'd forgotten singing words i disowned painting portraits of nothing god forsaken so god damn alone old man of the river old man of the sea ask him no questions mans not made for defeat you were fighting with someone down some crooked hall no answers to these questions no light to break up this dark i've never been certain of no one never convinced of a truth live in the vagueness of a moment we have everything to spend and lose you were born of the thunder rumbling mid-summer storm consequence of happenstance life and death through the same door you were looking for something to fill an imagined hole in your chest we're not made to be finished works we're rough sketches at best
3.
silence is golden, your cheek is still swollen black and blue eyes, blood on your shirt sit still and listen as every sermon is given you say it's alright, but it looks like it hurt clenching keys in a fist, as you pass the night shift the parking lot swarms with drunk dads and punk kids you're set in your own ways some things even time can never change permanent darkness eventual rain, we all come back the same...the same way the hour's a prison born and forgiven not every coffin finds it's grave footsteps haunt you, bullshit taunts you your heart is a vessel of rage clenching your teeth in a pillow, that which doesn't kill you circles back again and again you're sad in your own way some things even time can never change permanent darkness eventual rain, we'll all come back the same...the same way the wolves still alive in what forest survives handouts from a stranger in the night in the quiet of an hour our bones can learn to cower the accumulated moments of our lives headaches and tremors betrayed but you remember a voice in the choir breaks free like wildfire you're set in your own ways some things even time can never change permanent darkness eventual rain, we all come back the same, the same way
4.
kansas japan 02:52
kansas japan river before the dam last light before the light fades water on the sand, why am i how i am the world before the whole world changed nothing as it seems tied up at the seams child sleeps outside in a cage cut off both the wings all you're left with is the sting and six long crooked legs a ship out to sea on the perilous deep monsters below sharpen their teeth on the weak and the meager, the frail and the eager bloody hearts stitched to their sleeves streets of manhattan forest and mountains a billion souls stood in one place nothing ever happens when you're looking for the magic now the table levitates
5.
you lack the courage, lack the strength, a little shy and mad most days words destroy what the world don't take, you're sensitive as a smile our small lives, we'll live and die many times before we go camera holds the ghost of you, footprints forever in the snow pull the blinds it's cold outside, furnace crackles back to life you were balancing there in a tipped-back chair, peril in your eyes cross the meadow, cross the field, look for a fixed point on a hill longing is a painful thing, and nothing is too awful to feel don't you think, robert walser will be here soon when a poet pays the rent, we'll all have private rooms in the sanatorium 'in the glowing present, i glowed myself' in such fantasies or dreams the lively way you talk to me in a language i'll never speak searching still, until your last days, in your ponderous way the world destroys what words implore, all else, the sun melts away don't you think, robert walser will be here soon when a poet pays the rent, we'll all have private rooms in the sanatorium
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undertow 02:28
the dead don't walk they don't watch the clocks stroll along at the waters edge cut off their locks at workman's docks anxious about next months rent the undertow pulls you aside kisses goodnight carry your ghosts now you are home you can open your eyes the half-life you lived with the mortgage and kids bones in mothers yard what's hers and what's his what god forbids belongings you could not discard the undertow carries you low carries you home amongst the ghosts some you just met some you already know every burning bush, parted seas magicians hat a card up your sleeve a little push by a little breeze a great precipice a great reprieve the undertow all that you want all that you know just one of the ghosts with nothing to haunt nothing to show
7.
midnight calls, a siren in an empty room, this is home, not wherever you are going to. weary bones, lift bricks and trowel mortar, heavy hearts, build walls along their borders. scorpions and songbirds both share traits with the hearts of men fake violets and begonias on your winter porch snow was stark against the astro turf i aged decades standing in your gentle gaze chasing after dreams is why they always run away waiting for tomorrow how will we pay back all the time that we borrowed summer came to burn our lips and skin our knees after all, light is just how a star bleeds you were looking up as i was falling out through the branches of a tree we both were cutting down scorpions and songbirds both share traits with the hearts of men
8.
it's only the weather at the end of the day born in the desert dreaming of rain it's only the night wolves stir in our hearts unaware of the hour barely aware of the stars it's just bad poetry, you write in your dreams crumpled up pages, that litter your sleep you do nothing for no one, still your influence is known your sadness proceeds you, for every kindness not returned it's one for the ages misanthropes, the almost courageous all hope, gone on the wind sit down, stand up, now do it again it's one for the ages masochists destined for greatness the blue marble spins this goes on forever, none of this has an end tied to a tether, driven into the ground neglected as a dog, chained up in the backyard no one is coming to save you, untangle your matted mane we exist as always, unrefined in still remains
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the night of 01:32
the night of fire the night of glass the night these streets were smoke and gas the night i ran into those arms the night we watched it all go wrong the night of darkness without end the night of sirens the night ascends the night of violence no turning back the night we finally learn how to stand night of concrete night of no sleep night of promises no one will keep night of terror night of death the night you tried to hold your breath night of the future's present past night of consequence at last night of hopes hollowed dry night of bloody bruised skies the night we stand the night we fall the night we beg the night we crawl the night we make sense of it all the night we finally answer the call

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Oneirism 2020 by All My Nights Are Dreams -- amateur home recording/experimentation.

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released June 23, 2020

l. gow

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